Saturday, January 7, 2012

Genius linked to schizophrenia?

I seem to have a form of schizophrenia. But It seems to have a potential to allow me to control my sub conscious. For example just today I was listening to talk radio and I heard the word filibuster..I remember I had a gov test in highschool 2 years ago that I studied at lunch for like 30 minutes..and that was one of the vocab questions..After hearing the word I felt the need to test my mental capabilities so I thought and thought and a voice in my head said rules..that's pretty much what the word means dealing with government and what not..when I'm asleep I rehear the things I heard throughout the day.. I feel like as I develp this I could become a computer and everything that is being input into my subconscious mind can be registered and formulated into conscious thought..the same goes for video games...I played this multiplayer shooting game called call of duty online...I became among the best in the world and didn't even play that much because I could consciously aim perfect because it's like my mind tapped into my subconscious and I was able to aim at the perfect. I would have dreams of aiming at the people and couldn't sleep..I fully understand my condition..it's a form of schizophrenia..that allows my mind to work in kin with my subconscious...and because by default I'm a very nice a loving person I would never harm people. I also always look at the clock at 9:10 pm not always but ALOT..I would just like more answers on this from a intelligent person who knows exactly what I'm going through or who have done studies on the manner..I would love to take the right precautions so I can achieve optimal intelligence through formulation of thought fueled by schizophrenia and the subconscious.

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