I have both a question and a confession to make?

Basically anytime they label something as "humane" just means that they make sure the animal is fully dead before ripping their flesh off them. Usually they don't care if the animal is alive while doing it. Don't feel guilty about modeling the furs, you were young and didn't know. No one can blame you for ignorance. Just try to educate yourself a little bit about how things are done and you can teach it to other people too. It's barbaric that we are still using animals as fashion.